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Tuesday, 17 February 2009

  • I need to learn to be articulate. I seek for that moment in the future where I can truly have an engaging meaningful conversation with someone in person and not during IMs. I want to avoid anymore awkward encounters will people. Maybe I should just be more social? More outgoing I suppose?

    It seems that kids of our generation often resort to indirect ways of communication rather than personal confrontations. I find this very troubling because this of course robs people of proper speech and also social skills. Though, I could be mistaken. Maybe IMs could be considered helpful for ones ability to express themselves. IDK. But anyways, it's just my own dilemma.

    I'm quitting xanga and making a blogspot. :P

Saturday, 14 February 2009

  • Have you ever studied in your sleep?

    It was such a crazy thing to realize that I actually studied while I was sleeping. This happened a couple nights ago before the day of the geography exam in Soares' class. Before I went to bed, I remember looking over the maps thinking that I was incredibly unprepared. I couldn't name half of the states on the map let alone name their cities. However, I was tired and decided to call it a day. I was hoping to study the rest of the map at school. While sleeping, I remember dreaming about the actual map and being able to memorize each of the states and their location. I remember seeing the map very vividly almost like I had buffed up photographic memory. I remember repeating the states in my dream. As soon as I woke up, I was able to name the states and most of the cities that I had to memorize. Then I said, "oh shit. how I do that!?".

    At first I thought that maybe I wasn't actually sleeping, but that I woke up sometime in the night to study. Although, I didn't feel tired at all for someone who supposedly stayed up to study. Also, I remember being alone and the lights being on in my room . I couldn't have done that because my brother stays in the same room. He would've kicked my ass if I turned on the lights.

    I wonder if I'd be able to do that again. It certainly does help on big test days. hm..

Monday, 09 February 2009

  • I was a little down today seeing as how far I've fallen behind my own expectations. There are just so many things I wish I could do. Not to mention quite a bit of regret to go along with it. I can't believe that I'm already thinking about age. Wtf. I'm 16 and still have years ahead to do all the things I want, though I can't help but feel that somewhere along the line, I'm going to reach a deadline . Maybe I'm just to pessimistic for my own good. I have this feeling that I'll never be able to accomplish anything and it's overwhelming at times. What am I doing? Where am I going? What do I want? I'm just constantly bothered by these things. Very often, I avert myself from getting things done in order to possibly distract myself from dealing with the future. I've been told many times that there is no need to worry, but it's utterly useless to believe that things will work out on their own. -___-

    Well, on a more positive note, maybe it's never too late to start.

    Ah well, back to homework. =/

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